Is this the end of my marriage?

[P17]

This sums it up for me:

"If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; . . . If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same . . . Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it." -- (Joseph) Rudyard Kipling

I may never get my W back but I will be able to look at myself in the mirror and say, I tried my best, and move on.