I never thought I would be here

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I have been trying to look at this whole ordeal as an opportunity to make myself a better person and find myself again - not for my wife but for myself. I am convinced that this is the best approach and perspective I can take. In the end I hope that it doesn't come at the exspence of my marriage. Lord knows what little faith I had is being stretched to its limit, but I got to hold on to faith and hope and love, because if I don't then I have nothing... Faith is believing in the unseen. I have also been trying to look at this situation with the mentallity that I having nothing else to lose