I never thought I would be here

[2overcome]

I have tried to hit the ground running on this whole situation, and I am a very determined person when I know what I want. However I have been keeping myself from pursuing her, I haven't been pushy, and I have refrained from being clingy. I know inside that my emotions have my good days and bad - (meaning one minute I'm fine and others I'm not - but I'm not letting her see that