I never thought I would be here

[2overcome]

I am not expecting a quick turn around... I know this will be a true test of patience. I have been doing my best giving her space, not following her around the house, keeping conversations simple, being friendly in my tone and happy. I have been doing my best to choke down the pain - I'll have my breakdowns when I'm alone or driving and then keep my composure around her. Haven't pushed the R talk or even mentioned it. She had mentioned last night she would probably talk about all of this, which I plan on telling her that I do not wish to talk about it, but want to figure things out and take this all in. Is that the right approach to get out of the "talk"? One small positive is that she actually slept in the same bed with me last night (nothing intimate). Not getting my hopes up but got to take the baby steps and be thankful for the small positives right?