I never thought I would be here

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I am going to start working on myself and becoming a better man for myself. I think I had lost myself over the years and forgot how to live and have fun. I know I am not the same man she married. So I plan on going back to church, making some friends, and going out to have fun. I need to find out who I am and who I could be and stop rolling around in self-pity and not being happy with myself. I have heard it said if you want things to change around you, you must first change yourself. I am not suggesting that I become someone I'm not, but I need to work on my self confidence, self esteem, and finding that strong person in me that I know is trapped in there. I think the fact I wasn't happy with myself might have contributed to pushing her away.