Really struggling with what to do for Thanksgiving. Exh keeps asking. The pride in me wants to say NO! You can't have your cake and eat it too. But then what is right for baby? What is right in the end?
I am really glad that I can see his emails sometimes. Pushes me back to reality. When exh was here yesterday he was talking about Tgivng and how he wants his family with him. Then we talked about baby's dedication at church. I can tell he wasn't thrilled but is willing to participate. Then the conversation came up about his married gf. He told me again that she is just temporary, not what I think it is, how unstable she is blah blah blah...then goes home and proceeds to reassure her via email that everything is fine and he isn't blowing her off like she thinks he is. What a manipulator!
Everything else is good. May meet my daughter for lunch this weekend. Long drive but worth it.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
