I never thought I would be here

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On top of that we had a vacation planned this month, and we have already pre-paid for things. She still wants to go as a family so my daughter can enjoy it as she has been excited about the vacation. I by no means want a divorce and I want to work this out. I love my wife, and I by no means want to spend my life with anyone else. I think she is confused and I have reason to believe that she really doesn't know what she wants and is finding the easy way out. In fact she had called me yesterday to let me know that she was leaving work because she was having a hard time focusing. Call be crazy or naive, but I got to think that she may not be fully convinced that this is the right way. But then again I have hope the size of a grain of sand and I am doing my best to hold on to that.