It's such a relief to me to now feel SAFE in my M. There wasn't a moment or a day or an event that made this so...it was the process. The ups and downs. Asking questions that I needed to ask...CJ answering.
Now I have fewer and fewer thoughts about his A's, I haven't FELT a question arise in me for...well over a month. Interestingly, my last "bad times" were on the anniversary of bomb#1 (Aug 22)
There is just a sense of closeness, of connection and I can't even put into words how much CJ's recent interest in our home improvements has done toward helping me feel our future is together.
Is EVERYTHING the way I'd like it to be? No. Is it better than a year ago? Without a DOUBT!!! Is it better than the years before that? YES!
Hang in their piecers (and I don't care which forum you're on, Annette and Pam this includes you, too!).
