Hello forum friends!
Just a quick line to say that I am thinking about you all but I'm not yet quite ready to return. I have been lurking around but not spending a huge amount of time here and I think that has done me some good. I had a very successful session with C last night and I have adopted a new strategy that helps ME in dealing with my thoughts. I now write a daily diary .... it's helpful to me and my C.

I have another big weekend coming up - well, Saturday at least. H is coming around for Sheep Sh*t Shopping Mark II. This time, I'm determined to get it right, whatever the cost. He has to see me in control this time - I must not let him or anything else get to me. I am getting stronger, I am finding the New Nell .... !

Peace, love and happiness to us all :o)


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09