Either way, in summary I hear Gucci saying maintain the friendship but get out there. H has to be pushed which hasn't happened until now because he's known I'm around for him. I know I can't live like this. I am thankful for the progress H and I have made and I honestly don't think it's over. However, I deserve more than this and it's time to separate it all and get on with making plans for me.
You hit the nail on head here Cas. I know you can't and wouldn't expect you to suddenly start going out and meet someone. You have to be ready in your mind and heart to do that.
But what you have acknowledged is that H is comfortable in the knowledge that you are there and he is comfortable rolling along as is. Of course you can't live like that forever, you are still young enough to enjoy life with someone else who wants to share in the joys of life with YOU. I like you don't think your H is done but you are still entitled to go out and enjoy life regardless. You have put in an extraodinary amount of effort and shown great patience, but you do need to think of yourself for a bit now Cas and what Cas needs and what will bring Cas the happiness that she deserves.
((((((((Cas)))))))
Wish I was closer to you as well, I think we would get along very well together, hopefully one day we will be able to meet.
