I know what you mean entirely but I really can't imagine where I am going to meet guys to go out with at this point. Or perhaps, I don't really want to? Although, it is true that I don't imagine myself as a single for the rest of my days! I am fairly social and H even made a point about that the other day.
Either way, in summary I hear Gucci saying maintain the friendship but get out there. H has to be pushed which hasn't happened until now because he's known I'm around for him. I know I can't live like this. I am thankful for the progress H and I have made and I honestly don't think it's over. However, I deserve more than this and it's time to separate it all and get on with making plans for me.
