Going on 7 weeks of not seeing WAS and a few emails and 3 minutes in conversation. It gets easier and easier. I do think about those beautiful blue eyes every once in awhile. Man, I could just fall into them. But I mostly think that I am glad that I have no idea about her affair.. Nor do I want to know about it. Even then its just a few minutes a day.
Some days are hard. And reminders are everywhere. I saw a halloween t-shirt the WAS wears and it got me thinking for 5 minutes. Winter touques also remind me of the WAS. She had like 50 of them and rotated them all the time. So when I see winter touques she pops in my head.
When I think of her like that I smile. Good memories. The little day to day details. Whats not to like about them? All those years together. Lots of good memories. Better to keep the good memories as they are and let bitterness take over them.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
