Thanx LFA. I actually did take AD's for almost a month and they made the insomnia worse, which I guess can be a side effect. The Dr. lowered the dose and it still didn't help, so I went off. Now trying St. John's wort. But sleep problems are still there anyway.
Am feeling a bit more positive than earlier in the day, but came home after work to two sick teenagers, both with fevers. So no GALing tonight... which I had been thinking of. I will be taking care of the kids, which is good. I am focusing on being the best mom I can be these days, and that has been good for them and me. I'll just do a little self care for myself too tonight. H can do whatever the #$&* he wants tonight... the kids and I will be fine.