I feel like I am sitting on a shelve like a spare part right now and its not a nice feeling.
That's why it's so important to take care of yourself and do things for you. I know it's a horrible feeling. What you do is who you are. Who are you? What are you worth? IMO alot. Treat yourself that way. Remeber what an amazing woman you are and act accordingly.
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I am not sure if I am just wasting my time and should move on.
Only you know the answer to this one. IMO, this isn't wasted time. Knowing that when everything is said and done, NO MATTER what the outcome, that you really looked under every rock and (perhaps re-) discovered things about yourself that'll make the life you lead one worth the stories that will be told by those that love and admire you. That's why this isn't wasted.
