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[awest1217]

I agree, and I don't mind him sleeping with me because I think part of it is that he wants to make sure I am there and not leaving also, but my problem is this summer I used the time after S went to bed to recharge me. Give me a time to just relax without having to worry about him or if he is ok. Just really relax. I need to refind that time so that I don't have more or worse of these nights where I am overwhelmed or get to a place where I break down because I am overwhelmed. Tonight it will be when I take a bath in a bit while he watches a show in my room which is next door so I can just relax then we will sit downstairs. He will go to sleep and I will watch So You Think You Can Dance.