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[awest1217]

I am having a rough night tonight. H still has not called, which upsets me, but mostly I am very overwhelmed today by raising a 2 yr old boy by myself. He is so energetic and constantly wanting my attention. After the past two weeks of him being sick so focusing completely on him and getting our world back to "normal", I just need a break. It is a lot to deal with. My sister calls me "wonder woman" because her husband had a short PA, but never left and constantly says I don't know how you do it. I am not all that. Really I am not. Days like today show that I am not as strong as people think me to be. I am very tired, overwhelmed and just really need some time to myself, but S will not even go to bed unless I am holding him, and honestly I don't have enough strength to fight with him to stay in bed and hear him cry because he just wants his mommy.

I know I am complaining here, but I just feel like crying, and I don't know why. I am just so weary tonight. Hopefully better after a bath, some "So You Think You Can Dance" and a good night's rest.

Also my neck and back are soar with a soar throat. I am worried...I am getting sick..."wonder woman" can't get sick. There is no time...lol