Hi RDW, I am sorry for your sitch & that you find yourself here.
I went on ADs, a very low dose in Sept. They take about a month to take effect. They have helped me deal w the rollercoaster emotions, & help put you in a better frame of mind to deal w this unbearable situation. I am person who doesn't like to even take a tylenol but finally after 2 mos. I filled the prescription. It is not a cure all by any means but just in terms of helping you cope through this trauma, it might be something to look into. Lack of sleep can be really detrimental, so please try to take care of yourself physically. I know this is so very hard, please stay strong. (((hugs)))
