Well things were good last night. Kids had a bit of a hard time sleeping as they both wanted 'mom'. She called to tell them 'goodnight' and that was it.

Later in the evening, I called her to ask a few questions about our D's school and it lead into a small R talk. Or basically me telling her what the kids did and asked her to keep an eye on them during this period of transition.

I did tell her that she had major mood swings over the weekend and that the kids picked up on it. She said she didn't notice them and I told her that's why I was bringing it up to her attention.

I ended up asking her if she ever felt sorry or remorseful for cheating on me. She actually said 'yes' and so I asked her why it was then that she kept emotionally abusing me and had a major attitude when dealing with me. She didn't say anything.

She sounded sad and so I just told her 'goodnight'. Didn't mean for it to get to a R talk, but oh well.

Not depressed though. I get another night with my girls and then it's back to private party time!


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER