Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

I have an appointment tomorrow morning with a lawyer...

This isn't what I should be writing, this isn't what I should be doing but it is what it is (I hate that saying BTW)...

I haven't functioned well today at work, I keep wondering what I did wrong even though I know this isn't about me...

He couldn't even give me a reason other then "I don't want to be married to anyone at all" - 20 years and that is all I get ...

I guess we will see where this leads, I need him to support his children and I also learned I get half his retirement (retired military) so hopefully I will be able to find a place for the boys and I soon...