I know you are hurting like hell. Trust me, I know. I can relate with all the limbo status and the thoughts of reaching your limit. I hope you have a better day today and stay motivated as much as you can. Think positive. I just got back from the gym to work out my frustrations. It did help.
Whatever you do, know that you are strong and you can hang in there, no matter how high the mountain and how the valley may be. Just give it time. Don't react on your emotions.
JR
Me:44 WAW:43 Children S13,S11,S7 Married 17 yrs W left JUN 08 W filed JAN 09 D proceedings dismissed AUG 09 W refiles 1 MAR 11