Yup its a difficult one Rocked, yes you understand that the reason they left was they didnt feel needed, or not needed for the right reasons, but they cant come back just because they need you to need them if that makes any sense at all lol!
Before lunch he talked about coming back up next week to fix the shed roof for me, and do a rubbish run to the tip! We went off to lunch, he was distant, said he kept making the wrong decisions and added he should have come up Wednesday and stayed till Saturday (he has something on back at his place sat). We came back and H lay down on the bed, I walked way and came downstairs to email a friend. No cuddles or attention!
He came back down and said he would have to go about three, he had his evening class to go too and then was returning to work, two hour drive home, hour drive back to work and then home again. Then he said he didnt want to go, I replied "but you dont want to miss your evening class, and you can always come back" meaning another day! His reply "well maybe I will come back after work"
So I dont know he wants to come back till the weekend, what is this, the start of the beginning or am I the temporary comfort blanket, only time will tell! Did my honesty hit the spot last night or will he be in the throws of major pull back by the weekend having overdosed on wife lol!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!