I am ready, but at the same time, reconciling is still my first choice.
Some drama going on involving H's ex-ow. It doesn't directly involve me, but it does involve one of my friends (although she's not getting involved further). Not sure what ex-ow's motive is. Further proves a point that she's psycho though - and apparently very desperate to maintain a R with H.
Anyway, because of this incident, I'm going to hold off a few more days on pushing forward with the D. The strange thing is that the more cr@p that gets thrown my way, the more determined I become to not give up.
