Wife says she wants me to move on

[brknheart]

Waking up the past 2 days hasnt been that bad compared to the previous 3 mths. Its funny how Im sometimes walking or working on something and it hits me that im getting a D. I started feeling like I wanted my W back, but then again I know things may be better without her in the future. I guess this is the process of detachment, sometimes you still want to hold on. I really wish I could get inside her mind, figure out whats shes thinking. I may never know certain things. The hardest part of all of this is the fact I still dont know what I want to do in the future. I have a clean slate to start a new life, ive been so use to making life decisions with my W for the past 11 years that now its time to do things on my own. Weighing my options helps, making the final decision will be tough.