Not Me...Ever part 2

[The Wifey]

Knowing me and I think I know me pretty well, this is very shocking to me - Normally I am angry first and foremost then the other emotions eventually find their way in...

My anger has helped me survive some pretty crappy things during the course of my life and to not have it is unsettling to me...

My psychiatrist was so worried when this started because she knows all about the anger I harbor that she doubled all of my meds for the first few months...Now I am tapered back to the normal dose and still no anger...

I don't even "hate" the OW. I feel sorry for her but other then that, she is not on my radar as far as feelings go...

Hmmm...Maybe this means I am an adult now lol

Doubt it but it sounded good.

Serenity,

I happen to be in the camp that says anger isn't always the saving grace. I had a choice to be angry or not. I didn't want anger and bitterness to be a part of my life. I would rather concentrate on building the good and positive in my life. Anger is a little like taking poison and thinking your enemy will die.

The times I have gotten angry always ended badly. I would rather go in the bedroom and have a good cry to get something out of my system.