Originally Posted By: mishka422
Oh no! She lost her job? I'm so sorry Dyland. That has to really mess with the home life. frown



That is serious understatement. Everything I can rebudget, which isn't much is all out of whack, and well, so much for the psych, not in the budget. Went to bed a little after 9 and woke up with my stomache on fire for the first time in a long time. I'm so sick and tired of this. Felt bad as there was nothing I can say or do to rememdy the situation. Any reasonable second job I can get creates a conflict with either my primary job, or would take away from what little time I already have with the kids. Of which, I can't even remember the last time I've really talked with them. I wanted to call, but don't want to deal with XW. Of which, she is back in my head when I sleep, at least 2, 3 times per night, but just in mundane ordinary conversations, can't quite decypher what that is supposed to mean.

This just blows, period.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11