Journaling, I'm sure no one is on line right now but I am really struggling. Third night in a row H is out so late. All three nights right after MC session where he agreed to not "avoid" being home so much and make efforts! As usual, can't sleep. Clearly I am not detaching. I guess I don't know how, am not ready? How did others get through this? I don't where else to turn. H and I both have high profile jobs and I don't know what I would do without the confidentiality of this forum. I used to think of myself as a strong person. I don't think I am strong enough for this. I know tomorrow will be a new day and I will find some strength and some way to get through. Right now it's just hard to see. Thanks for letting me vent.
