I hope to get a chance to renew the relationship. I feel like I almost maxed out the GAL concept. I do have a tremendous amounts going on. I have been dating since we split, but have not really connected with anyone and really kind of hesitant to get to close bc I would like to work it out with x.
The X may not have a BF, but I beleive she has dated others during this time also. I will try to not pursue the X and hope she will reach out a little. Trying to have faith she will.
Sometimes I think there may be a window of opportunity to reach out and try to connect. Probably same stinkin thinkin stuff again. Scared if she currently has no BF, who's to say she might not get one soon.
Trying to be patient and continue to give X space.
