I received a letter from my attorney in the mail today. It was informing me that a pretrial hearing date has been set for Dec 11. Also requesting an appt to meet with me before then to make sure everything is in order. It doesn't look like H will be out of the fog by then. The skank must be happy with it being right before Christmas too.
I have been trying to keep a smile on my face tonight, and trying not to let my sadness show.
He has been spending time with me tonight in the livingroom watching TV and being talkative. He even got on the floor and played with the dog. Hugging him etc. All the while his cell has been ringing. Has to be her sending him texts. And he answers them back. I don't say anything, because I'm not 100% sure who it is. At this point I'm just assuming. I made some cookies yesterday, and he keeps telling me how good they are.
If he is being nice to me so I'll go easy on him with D, he might as well give it up. If we go through with the D, I'm going to make sure I get all that I'm entitled to and more. I will not be nice after all I've had to go through. But, I will do it with dignity and grace.
I still can't believe this is really happening. We had a good marriage, and had lots of fun times before MLC entered in.
The JOY of the LORD will continue to be my STRENGTH. HE is with me, and I will remember that. I am praying first for H that GOD can touch him and turn his life around. And then for our M to be renewed on GODS solid foundation. Then I am praying for someone to come into ow life that would be right for her. I admit, that one is hard.
