The fact that 2010 is fast approaching is getting to me. I look at chronological time and panic at the thought that 2010 could still find me DBing and possibly no closer to a resolution than I am now. This causes me to place myself under undue pressure to DO SOMETHING, CHANGE SOMETHING, FORCE SOMETHING.
I actually feel very stressed and could feel my heart racing all day long. Maybe I need to get some relaxation meds. Work has been extremely stressful , so it is not just a reaction to my sitch.
Oh, this has not been a good last few days but as Coach says " I can handle it". Note to self.
