Partner left after 9 yrs - 18months on, reunited !

[AliSuddenly]

Hey guys, thanks for your support, i am having a tough time, I didnt sign up for this.. I didnt wait 2 years for this! BUT, its not like I thought he would be fine,considering the state he was in when we were apart!

I have to confess.. I dont fancy him as much with less hair. I like guys with hair, longish, just past the ears (think Mick Jagger circa 1965)..its a real problem for me and although I havent told him, of course, he knows. I am being supportive. He told a MF and his brother who phoned that he was down again. This is amazing, he only just admitted it to me last week. In the past it took him months to tell his friends, not days. I was impressed and told him well done.

We are not having kids anytime soon.. he says he cant think about trying until he gets himself sorted. Sigh. I joked dont forget though I will be 67 next birthday.

He did remember today! We hugged earlier, I said, do you know what today is and he looked very sad and hugged me tighter and said.. yes, I do, of course.. He said he is certainly happier now than that day 2 years ago, then laughed, despite being depressed still.. because of what he knows now that he didnt know then. I kicked him up the bum in mock indignation.. how come yuo didnt know THEN? What, 10 years of knowing me wasnt long enough to figure it out !!???