It sucks, doesn't it.
I feel for you, pitin. Your sitch is a tough one. People say it gets easier. I hope they're right.
Hang in there, man.

Me-39
W-31
S-4
Bomb- 9/5/09
Discovered EA- 9/15/09
Found "proof" that EA is most likely a PA- 10/8/09
W moved out 10/31/09