OK... may I ask why you think I am not ready? I think you may be right, but I am curious to know why you think that.
Maybe I'm still in some kind of denial fog, but I really don't understand your statement "Liars (that is, cheaters)don't know what you don't know."
I don't feel like I have enough. Not enough to confront. What I have is explained away.... I need something concrete. Or, am I in denial there too? I don't know...
Any suggestions on what to do to get stronger so that I will be ready? I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. I am still working on detaching and GALing but still finding it very hard and still struggling with the anxiety, not sleeping etc.