Not sure what to do

[stu321]

Sleep ? Well, I'm exhausted, but I can't seem to fall asleep amd when I do, it's not for long.

I had a decent sleep last night. Got about 5 hours, still less than I need, but better than the last few days.

With the house, we're getting all the doors and skirting installed this week, we've got most of the lights in, but we still need to get one more water tank built, stair case, carpet, kitchen, air con and the bathrooms (toilets, basins etc). Bathrooms should be done next week, and I'm trying to get one of the bedrooms completed so I can move into that.

Even if my wife says she wants to try again, I don't think I'll move back in. She still hasn't dealt with her own issues and I think it will just make things harder for us. She can join me in the house when/if she is ready.

I spoke to my son this morning, and he promised me he was going to be good and listen to his teacher. He then said he was thinking of me last night, and I asked what he was thinking. He said he was wondering when I was coming home. It tore me apart. I felt like saying "ask your mother", but I didn't. I had to compose myself before I could continue talking to him.

I think I will drop my son off on Saturday afternoon. I plan on going for a few drinks with some of the boys, so I might use that opportunity to look (and smell) the best I can. I know she loves the cologne I have. She brought it for me.

I didn't end up giving my wife the present on Saturday night. I figured we didn't argue and it was a decent night, so I didn't want to risk ruining it at the end.