When I left she came outside to help load my car and I told her that I could get it and that she was in her PJ's. She said it was fine. She said that she had some work that she should have done and I said, "sorry for keeping you up so late." She said that "talking was more important." I told her that she should sleep in the next day and I truly meant it. I dont want her life to be crap. If this brings about change then great but I cannot keep building up hope in myself everytime she smiles at me or asks me to do something together. In january we will be divorced and that is that. In my state I did what I could within my financial capability and now a judge will decide who gets to see the kids more. It is not fair but it is my reality.
Me 35 Wife 34 Two daughters 8 years and 3 years Bomb 3/30/09 W filed 4/16/09 We met in'92 married in 2000 Divorce final
