Halloween went good for the boys.... But had a horrible night with H.
He just doesn't know how to act in front of people... mainly my friends, every comment was a sexual innuendo. I got so mad by the end of the night.
I told him the things he was saying were so inappropriate.. then proceeded to tell me how sexually deprived he is...OMG>>>>>>> I can't take it. We just had sex last night and he's already complaining.. then treats me like a POS because he wasn't getting his way.
Yesterday was bad, I have been working on a audit for four days and tells me I'm on my own because he's mad at me???? That he wasn't going to help me... not that he was going to anyway.Are you kidding me.. IM the one who should be mad to be made the butt of his jokes all night.
He has no respect for me at all.
On top of which my own family (sister and brother) have been treating my kids like crap again, I just can't take much more.
Im surrounded by spoiled, self centered rotten people.
My only saving grace is that H is leaving on business next wk for at least 3 days... I will get a break.
I usually enjoy this time of year, but being and living with H and his moods and just plain emotional abuse is killing me.
But I have to be strong for the boys, If Im not there is knowone else they will have. I cannot and will not do that to them.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
