If I can't come out of this process a better person then I failed God -- again.
STOP! You didn't fail God. You can't fail God. You only fail yourself. God loves you no matter what and forgives you. God does not hold us responsible for someone else's choices either. Nothing you could have done would warrant your W walking away without so much as trying, but you are going to have to give yourself time to deal with that.
CTH - have you looked into DivorceCare? It is offered through churches all over the country and is an excellent program for learning to move forward in forgiveness. Please do it, no only for yourself but for your girls.
That program saved my life and I met one of the best friends I've ever had in my life there. Please, please, please....I beg you.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
