I haven't been on in a couple of weeks, mostly because of school. I have had three wonderful weekends in a row with my H. We spend time together, we've hit some movies, gone out to eat, did work around the house together and spent family time at my in-laws. H seems happy and comfortable. I am happy while with him and really mostly content when I'm not.

The is the peri-menopausal hell week, of course, so I've been hitting the tissue box today. Mostly it is impatience, because I do see things getting better. Slowly, but definitely getting better.

We even laid on the bed and took a nap on Sunday. I slept for a while and then just laid there watching him and listening to his heartbeat and breathing. Later on we met up at my MIL's house for dinner. (I had to study after he left and then met up with him.)

Yup, I hate peri-menopause. Officially, completely miserable today. I know its hormonal though, because I have no other reason to be this way. Its one of those grit your teeth, dab the tears, get through it weeks.

I take my GRE exam on Thursday. I have to do well in order to get matriculated at my college. Studying my math most of all.

Also decided on my H's Christmas Gift. I am going to have his medals, commendations, etc custom framed from when he served in the Air Force for his office. I think he will love it. I had no idea until I read through that he actually saved a shuttle launch by repairing the necessary video and radar feed in time to prevent a scrub.


Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.