Tired of the game

[MichelleLT]

I know exactly what you mean about the D.

I feel the same way. Just got my final decree yesterday, and I haven't been crying, but I've been teetering on the edge of it. I never wanted it either, but it was what needed to happen.

I realised I was waiting to be ok with being able to move towards divorce and I realised that I could be waiting forever on that one. I will never be ok with being divorced, it does not sit with me, it was never what I wanted but life threw it at me and I have stopped fighting.

That really struck true with me.