Awest. Great to hear about that book you read. Forgiveness is so important. You really are showing a great amount of strength in all this! =)
So sorry to hear S is still not doing well. =( I hope the doctors can figure out something soon. But it's good that it didn't get in the way too much and you were still able to have a fun halloween!
I think I'm going into the "Dark" stage now too. Kind of forced on by H, but I think it's best if I follow thru on it as well. If he doesn't want to make us the priority of his life, then he doesn't deserve to know what's going on in it. Like you, I won't be mean or ignore him, but will just respond simply to any texts. It know it's going to be hard though to let go. I have trouble always second guessing my actions. But if you read the success stories, this is what works. They have to know what they are missing. I can't keep letting him have his cake and eat it too. Hate the thought of being a single parent, but I've done it this long, so I know I can do it if needed. We're strong! I just feel sorry for our S's for having such flaky fathers.
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
