Yes BBJ it is! It is completely frustrating. I am frankly at a loss. I did not want this to begin with, and felt that this was supposed to help me move on. And yet, I still can't.

It is the cruelest punishment...to be left in limbo...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..