Indy you and I are around the same time frame since the bomb...
You need to get over this self pity bs and step up to the plate. Its very frustrating to you and everyone who is currently in your life. You are writing the escape plan for your WAS.... If you do not belive that. Start harping about something else for a few days to her... And you will see she will write that into her script as well. STOP.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!