No kidding. I know all of this, I really do. But how much longer can someone wait? I know lots of people who have waited longer, both personally and from reading stories here. However, I can't imagine trying to continue to wait. I will, I promise; but this is, no doubt, a test of willpower.
I found out today that the counseling appt is NEXT wed, not this wed. That's another week and a half! My FIL told me, like he always does, that time is on my side. I just don't know anymore.
I find myself making deadlines in my head, then when they pass, I make a new deadline.
I can GAL all I want, it just makes me either want to start working on this marriage or get it over with so I can move on. Right now, I can do neither.
