Boy, I guess I needed to hear some of these things even though it is tearing my heart out! It is just that every time I think about my kids and our lives without my H I am so sad! There have been so many good things in our lives. It is just hard to understand what happened! I don't want my kids to be a product of D!!! My stepson is M and has 2 B's. I would miss being Grandma! (although, I am thinking my DIL would be very upset with my H) I have never been a very confident person! I have always been the "invisible" one when I went out with friends! The laundry thing was just an example. I have always done it but when I was mad at him, I would let his pile up! I think that is why it is hard for me do figure out the 180....
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
