Ok guys. Could use some encouragement. I know I'll get through this, but I am still a bit down - could be partially due to not feeling well. If I did not have so much work to do today, I would be home resting.

For some reason, yesterday the whole "I'm getting D'd" thing jumped up and bit me. Thought I had a pretty good handle on it. And I think I am managing well. Could just be one of those down days.

W made a few comments over the weekend about Christmas present she wanted to buy me. This was really just a joke, but it shows she is still seeing us together, to some degree, at Christmas.

She is in no hurry to get D'd - she is likewise, in no hurry to move towards MC. Instead, she appears to be happy to move back into limboland. While I cannot live that way, I don't want to blow everything up while Thanksgiving and Christmas are just around the corner. Or, am I being unreasonable?

Any input or suggestions is appreciated.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current