Ya Trent, I know. She's not scared of me. I used to fight alot when I was younger and haven't done anything like that in over 7 years. She used to be with another guy before me that was crazy and makes me look like passifist. Actually, she told me that today was the first time that she felt like I really loved her because I was stayed with her and talked after all that. Don't over read the situation. I'm a guy that just found out my wife banged some other dude.
To update now that I'm at work. She called me and left a message. I talked to her and she said that she really loved me (first time I've heard that in awhile). Texted me a couple times saying that today might have been the first time she really saw how much I lover her and that she can't take it back but "can only prove to [me] that it will never happen again" "just tell me what I need to do".
Steve, I like knowing better than guessing. I actually feel alot better now than I did before I knew. Even though I'm angry and frustrated, I feel like I know more and am not guessing about what's going on.
So, I need to re-evaluate how to move forward here.
Next steps on my end to be determined.
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
