So... it's come to this.

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Sorry... guess I was throwing a little tantrum with the name change, I felt like I was pretty much invisible to who ever I posted to. Being here so long and not getting much feedback will do that to you

Anyway... there is not much new to tell in my sitch. Well there is but it really probably does not mean much. More of H just trying to hang on. He did call a christian counselor to set up marriage counseling for us though so I will give it a shot.

I do not have much hope that it will change anything. My H needs IC, before MC will do anything for us. I do not think his heart is in this at all... I think he is doing it to show me how much he is trying.

BBJ, thanks for posting here... I don't think you see it, but your H and mine are so similar they could be the same person. I have let this go on so long I hope you do not do the same.

Mat, I seriously wish I could figure out a way to contact you away from here. How are you doing? Are you all setteled? Have computer access at home yet?