So tonight, I have had several texts from H. So he's told me earlier that I shouldn't hope for any reconciliation cos it's not going to happen but that said he's still in contact. So reading into Deep's comment he is still 'looking after' his possession-me. He said, "Go out and get somebody else" but in the next sentence says "hopefully we can remain friends as we have been up until now." Have I interpreted correctly.... I don't want you as a partner but I'll keep a close eye on you anyway.
H told me today that he cared for me. I know he does but it's not enough. I just need the courage to take the steps Gucci suggests.
H made comment that he knows that I am always out but obviously he's not concerned because he knows it is with my female friends. I'm not sure how to make that more mysterious as I have no unattached male friends.
I have an unattached male friend from interstate and I can so relate to what Gucci has said to sanderika. I never call him. I don't have to because he calls me all the time. We're friends. I'm nice to him but that's it.
I need to read and digest this info for a while and see what action to take.
