Well, the kids got home last night, really late, after 11:00pm. My W didn't really even look at me. She didn't say anything about divorce and she was tired. Really tired.
I offered to let her stay at the house, rather than drive another 20 miles to her parents, but she said no.
I just have to make it to Wed...but I'm not sure anything good will come of our appointment with the counselor.
Hope is dwindling. I just don't see anything left. On one hand I feel that if she is still angry, which she is, that is good..it shows there are still feelings there. On the other, I think about the fact that it has been over 2 months now...and nothing has changed.
I'm not sure yet, but I am begining to think that if I see nothing on Wed, I need to call this marriage over and move on. I'm just physically ill over all of this and I keep getting hurt; I never show her this. I never get angry, or even show much sadness around her. I do what the DBing says I should...but I need something...anything, in order to keep going.
