It sure does make you feel better knowing some else totally understands. Was chatting to my mate from my horse forum who was worried that I wasnt on much anymore, and I said I'd found a divorce forum were people were great and helpful and didnt get fed up about hearing your troubles as they were in the same boat. She was pleased for me that I had good support!
So to this morning got about four hours sleep then a few more so not too bad, just got the awful pit in the stomach feeling again, which I havent had for a while so must have been doing ok!
Oz he was exactly the architypal stroppy toddler last night! Didnt like being told I was busy so made threatening sounding statements of impending doom, when hopefully it probably isnt he just didnt like being put aside for something else, or not being important enough in my life lol! Its still all about him, or maybe thats just it will it always just be about him or do they ever recover from looking up their own derrier?
Just didnt need this today, I wanted to go and hopefully get a new job and celebrate my victory on my own, as every time I have wanted to include him in my celebrations he's ruined them, so I wasnt going to let him this time!
Off to do house chores now, hopefully that will keep my mind off things!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
