Whining.. ugh.. that's me.. going into my hermit phase.. woe oh woe is me. Fear, fear, fear.
It's almost predictable. When I get a nasty note from the former spouse my house of cards starts falling down. If I get a hint of niceness from him, I get some weird kind of .. not warm fuzzies.. but that he cares or understands. All sorts of stuff clashes within.
I have to get a job. I don't know what to do. G-man had a great suggestion to put some of my writing together. When I get nervous I'm like a dog chasing a tail. I keep doing something or nothing and not getting anywhere.
Actually.. all the energy went into getting the house on the market. There's no traffic going through. I want out. I get anxious. I think I need to get laid. I have no clue about even wanting to be around some guy.
It's like something shakes me up.. and shazaam.. I throw all the spices in the stew. Arrrggghhhhhhh...
Go back to basics.
Sleep. Eat. Exercise.
Oh yes.. and being unable to sleep is undoubtedly exacerbating the situation.
